I just had a FREAKING bubble bath!!!

This may seem like an every day occurrence or possibly a weekly indulgence for many of you baby-less people. But for people like me... I can assure you. This is a once in a year kind of Summer Holiday (which btw I have not been on...)

Today marks a very special day for me. (Not just because I had a bubble bath) but because I have let my baby girl have a sleepover without me. She is over a year old and only now have I let her stay at her grans. Minus me. Not by choice, but because she is not well and was fast asleep by the time I finished work and I didn't want to wake her up and take her out in the cold and bring her upstairs and wake her up. Incase she caught a chill. "Can you hear the desperation in my voice as I try to justify why I left my daughter?" It's actually pathetic. The guilt I feel leaving her at her grannies and knowing I won't be there if she "needs" me for a cuddle during the night is beyond ridiculous. It Is infact so ridiculous that I've decided to blog about it. But Hey Ho. Guysssss!! I just had a freaking BuBBle Bath!! With candles and shit! 

I had a Margherita BUBBle Bath which was gifted to me by my Sister-in-Laws Sister who gave me it ironically after giving birth because I could finally have drink. But I never got upto much drinking as I was too busy breast feeding and trying to make sure I didn't get Lotti drunk and then the minute I stopped. I was gifted with Eliott. And it has only taken me over a year later to use my non alcoholic Margherita BuBBle Bath... Which was just bloody delightful :D

xoxo madmentalmummy xoxo